For a long time now ive always liked escaping into my own worlds in my head as it was fun and enjoyable for me but now it has been kind of troubling for me since i feel like i cant accept reality for some reason. I also use it for when i feel lonley and don't know what to do with myself.Using escapisim has been a coping mechanism for some time and ive been trying to remove it out of my life but with my lack of friends and social friends I wasn't sure what to do.
It's been hard to do this unfortunately even online. While I truly do love the space I have created on this website and the other amazings websites on neocities, I never really found the confidence or to really put in the effort of sharing them in form of shrines or just talking about it online.